Blech

He took the test this morning. He says he is pretty sure he failed it. He won't find out until the THIRD WEEK OF JUNE whether or not he passed. He has three other sections to do, one of which is supposed to be in August. I think he is going to go ahead and start studying for that section, which gives me a little hope that there might be hope for him passing. He was going to just keep studying for this section (as if he had already failed) in order to be able to take IT again in August, but I am happy he changed his mind because he would be five weeks behind on study time if he did happen to pass. (By the way, shouldn't it be wrong for them to hold out on test scores on such time-sensitive testing?) Now he is saying that this could drag out until the end of next summer. Yes, next summer. I am desperately trying to hang on to God. He IS in control, right?! I had a complete melt-down on Saturday (after he failed his practice test and I got the hopeless bug), and I really don't need to do that to him twice in one week. Of course, there were several factors which contributed to that meltdown, but I feel that I am walking a tightrope lately. One little bad wind threatens to knock me down. Head down, pushing forward. One day at a time. It will end, eventually.
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